de bi t ch. [Happiness is a journey, not a destination.]

Friday, April 27, 2007

something just dawned upon me. no i mean someone made me realised. and i'm in shock. something so unbelievable yet so true...

i've been so caught up with the "i'm NOT a BIMBO" that not only do i not mind being called a BITCH but i actually am becoming one. i've been trying to hard to prove to pple that i'm not a bimbo, that i didn't mind being called a bitch or known as one. if you can rem what i always say "so what if i'm a bitch? at least i'm not a bimbo". it never struck me. never struck me that the reason why i'm becoming such a horrible monster, such a bitch, was because i chose to be that. i chose it. me. no one else made me this way. but me.

it's really quite shocking. but i feel glad. i feel happy. at least i know now. and from now on, i want to change. that person told me that so what if i'm a bimbo? it's no longer about that cos i've longed past that stage. the fact that i've come so far, made it to med school etc etc. prove more than enough that in this body of mine, it's not just plastic or just for show, but i do have substance.

and now it's about being a better person, about being a nicer person. and that's not being a BITCH. how funny seriously.

so from now i really want and have a new aim. i'm no longer going to care abt this whole bimbo shit. and this whole ooo-i-hate-pink-cos-it's-so-bimbotic. cos in fact, i know it's not that i truly HATE pink. it's just me trying to be un-bimbo. i mean i used to love pink honestly. haha. i used to pick everything pink when i was young. funny eh? haha. :P

so now my new motto, new mission in life: de-bitch. HAHA. i'll think of something better soon. hehe :P

i feel so good now. so happyyy :D so freeee :) i'm not a bimbo d! and i want to be un/de-bitch. and i DON'T WANT TO BE A BITCH!

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